Friends grow apart. Did anyone ever notice that? I don't know how. I don't know why. It just happens like that *snaps fingers. And hell yeah, I'm talking from experience here. Well, maybe I felt that sharp stab at the back at first but was pretty indenial.

I love all of my friends. Except you. Yes, you. No, I don't want to soil my blog here. But I'm just saying. If you feel avoided, so yes. It's you. Ah man. I don't wanna talk about it. Maybe I'll tell a few people. Just to get it out of my chest. I feel so violated. I feel so cheated. I feel so.. eugh. I hate you.

These people will always be my lovelies. The most fun I have is with you guys. *hugs all three. I love you all long time.

Fae xx.

Salam :). Nama saya ialah Nabilah. Kamu boleh panggil saya Fae :D.

Woots. Apakan. Y’know, I always wanted people to call me Nabilah. ‘Cause I don’t know. I like that name. Nabilah means smart :P. Iatah aku berkat ni! Hahaha. Pandai kan? Inda lah. Membarigali! Mun banar aku pandai baik jua.

When I was a kid, people called me Nabilah. But that was way back in St. Margaret’s during my kindy years. The name stayed till Primary 4A in PGGMB Lambak. And then I moved to PGGMB Madang, people started calling me Faeiqah. Skatinya wah cikgu ah. Siapa tu nama cikgu nya ah? Lupa ku eh. But yeah. I was in the same class as Nis Ramli, Mueez Salam, Azieyah Aziz, Fatin (Faith) Aisya, Zaenul Rosli.. Well, I remember all of them tapi malas ku sabut. Tapikan, ada yang inda ingat aku. Must’ve been quite a nerd. Haha. Whatever.

I hated PGGMB Madang, berabis! Aku macam nangis nangis kan masuk balik ke PGGMB Lambak :(. Ada lagitu classmate ku atu. Sial banar! I mean masa Primary 4. Setan gila baie. Aku banci ia sampai ani. Pasal aku ingat dulu ia jahat arah ku. And ia patahkan kacamata ku :(. And I remembered I was a late-comer. And when I wanted to join the girl scouts and that girl said I can’t ‘cause I always come late to school. Baie kau. Bukannya sekulah bapamu ni! Membayar jua ku school fee kaliah! Yihh!

Ada lagi we were asked to write a composition about ‘My Hobby’ and I wrote about how I loved to play the piano (back then). Then she didn’t believe the fact that I can play wah! Baie jua kau eh! Tedapat jua ku keyboard dulu atu ah! Kau jealous sialan babi. Naaaah! Tarik karang ikung mu atu! (She used to have a hairtail)

But the hate kinda decreased when we were assigned in different classes the next year. I got to be friends with Saadah (who was then known as Rahmah). Best friend ku dulu tu ah! She used to come late too :). And we always didn’t finish our homework. Haha! I remember that one time we were asked to go out of the classroom and finish our homework outside. Dasar cikgunya ah! Pssh. Padahal I was a not-so-bad-but-actually-kinda-good student wah dulu. C’mon, I got a B for my Math during PCE!

After that, I guess everyone got tired of PGGMB Madang, so we (including sisters and cousins) transferred to PDS which at that time was pretty.. Well, I have no comment about PDS. Except for the sucky classmates who gave me hell. God people, I know who you are! Some of you even try to suck up to me on Facebook. Not all lah, some. Malas ku kan sabut wah. Aku sabut yang perasan ku baik lah. Haha. There was Rafhanah. She was my only friend, literally. ‘Cause yeah, we were the new students. And she was so matured and people were kinda afraid to be friends with her. I think. Man, I don’t know.

I just want to say that I love my years in SMJA! :D. I love Zul and Dayat and Emma and Jojie and Yean and.. yeah, you people. Haha! Baie eh, aku nada gambar masa dulu atu wah. Ehh, ada. Wait, siapa ada ah? Gambar Form 2B 2003? Minta please. I’m sure Dillah or Dayat ada. Minta ah? Haha. Everyone made the class complete. Yes, Alvin! Even you! Haha. Reunion please! Aku rindu kamu kamu :(. Summer lah, when Dayat comes back. Okay? Okay!

I also love my Form 4-5 years. I miss my angel and cupid like seriously. Haha. Awu wah, kami dulu lame berabis. Tapi I miss you people! Emma is MIA nowadays. I mean, we do go to the same school but.. no sign. She needs to fire a flare just in case she’s lost. Hahaha. I miss Jeerah! Kau lampuh sudah. Pssh. And Ogy :D. My sayangs. We’ve been through it all, thick and thin, ups and downs. Same goes to Emma and Zatie. Zatie! Remember that time we cried our hearts out at your place pasal Emma? Hahaha. And we even kept the tissues we used to wipe our tears in that box in your room. And as I know, you still keep them. Aww, Zat kau manis. Aku sayang kau no matter what people say about you.

Aku tau masa ani aku kinda ambung. Like, I don’t hang out with any of you anymore. But doesn’t mean I forgot all the memories we built together throughout the years. And Zul! Nanti jalan! Jangan tunggu ada Dayat, barutah kau kan timbul. Macam ke UK saja kau ah. Balum lagi. I’m really gonna miss you when you leave T_T.

Bagi kawan-kawan ku yang awal ani, aku sayang kamu jua! Fayen, Weedah, Dayat, and baby. You three complete me :). Nabil, Bobby, Amir, Nazz.. kamu semi-complete me :D. And the ones I didn’t mention, I love kamu kamu jua.

I learnt a new word recently.. ‘mengaruk’. Hahaha.

Fae xx.

Because somewhere in the night, she knows that I love her so much!


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Fae xx.

Okay, here's something random. Whenever I have someone ask me how many siblings I have, I'd say four including me. There's Abang, me, Zirah and Jiyah. Then I'd say again, I have five. That's including Mateen. But technically, I have seven including me. I have three half-siblings. Mateen, of course is on dad's side. There's two other on Mama's side, Waseem and Reeshma.

I always wanted to meet them. Like myself, they're half chinese.. but they're also half pakistani. Which makes them really pretty. Especially Reeshma. I've seen her picture once. She's awfully pretty!

Anyway, I'm off to watch the Simpsons.



Fae xx.

17 year old less geeky looking then-not-yet boyfriend. Hah! Just wanted to share :). Boy, you fine --- back then. :D

Fae xx.

A glance of you keeps a smile on my face. I love you :)





Fae xx.

I miss getting random texts like this. I miss you oh so very much, Fei!

Fae xx.