Thursday, January 29, 2009






This picture was taken on Monday. I think Hadee took this. We bumped into him and Qush and some other guys whom I do not recall asking their names. Behapa! Marah karang si Keem. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, that Monday. He picked me up 'cause we planned to go to the beach but we ended up going to Empire instead. I know, kami inda handal decision making. So yeah, just as we were walking and chattering away his mom called to bawa makan. Then I thought, Aww I'm going home. But as it turns out, he brought me. So we went to Giant and met up with the family minus Nurul.



So after that, we didn't feel like going home yet. Inda lagi tau tu kan ke mana. Tapi we went to Gadong and met Qush and Hadee! Cerita cerita tia kami ani. Macam batah wah arah entrance ah, diri diri.


After that, we went seperate ways from them and went to the arcade. We played Percussion Master. Sangal tangan ku. But I've gotta admit, aku makin handal. Eyyaa.. Staie bunyinya. And Keem went off to shoot some hoops.


We met up with Qush and Hadee again after that. That's where they took the first picture above. Ada banyak lagi. Nanti ku upload on Facebook. Right now, my cousin wants the pictures from her birthday. So yeah, baby steps. Haha.


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Anyway, results are out! O Level's and A Level's. Congrats to those who passed with flying colours :D. Especially to this chica who got 9 Os with 7 distinctions and 2 credits. Make the family proud, baby!

Azemah Ibrahim @ Cookie!


Fae xx.


Like, omg. And I wonder what he whispers to his parents. Mati ku ni. Kana mark ni mua ku.
Hahahahaha! Hadi boy yang cium akuuu! Apakan aku ah.






Fae xx

Wednesday, January 28, 2009



Pandai sudah cium cium ah! HAHAHAHA.


Fae: Diboy mahu kahwin sama siapa?
Hadiboy: Mahu kahwin sama Kaka Fae sama Abang Keem!


Eh, sharing tu eh. Hahaha! I can't imagine.




Fae xx.


An advanced greeting. 'Cause it's your birthday tomorrow :D! And we're gonna partay like it's your birthdaaay. I love you, K!



Fae xx.


I need a haircut! Like seriously.




Fae xx.


Saturday, January 24, 2009



Let the image do the talking ;). I love these girls!



Fae xx.

Last Thursday, I was listening to my friend whining about how there was no electricity at her area which was Mata-Mata. I was like, "Baik jua di Rimba inda kana!" I guess I spoke too soon. 'Cause the next morning, I woke up sweating. Yes, no electricity in Rimba!

It was a good thing that we were heading out soon. My cousin was having a party at Riverview, involving lots and lots of kids. Happy Belated Birthday, Syaa! Anyway, I chose not to swim. Instead, I was taking pictures. I hardly got any good ones though. But whatever, I likey :).



And so, on our way home after the party, it was getting dark and stepmonster just remembered that there weren't any candles at home. Trust me people, shops were out! We went to precisely 7 shops and all were out of candles. Giving up, we called my aunt in Berakas to ask whether she had candles. Good thing she did.

We ate dinner in the dark! Kesian kami, pakai lilin saja.




We all retired to sleep at around 9PM in the living room. It was hell. I was drenched in sweat and the cat was annoying me, coming over to cuddle up. Atu kan aku kepanasan! Anyway, a few minutes to 2AM.. What do y'know! The lights came back on! I didn't straight away go to sleep though. I charged my phone, charged the camera's battery and went to the computer to transfer pictures. I slept at 5AM!

Today, I didn't go to school. I had a major toothache since my wisdom tooth was growing! So I stayed at home. Weedah texted me saying that Jo didn't turn up either. Jo texted me earlier though. I just didn't have the credit to text Weedah back. I'm sorry, baby!

Right now, I'm pretty sure that I'm mad at someone. But yeah, as mad as I am.. I still love you :(



Fae xx.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009



The naughtiest boy I know, by far.

Mohammad Al-Hadi



Fae xx.


I skipped ECA to spend time with these people. Hehe. I'm lazy.



Fae xx.

Saturday, January 17, 2009




Rindu ku berabis kan bini bini ani! She makes me happy and tells me things I don't know. And we complain about stuff to each other. I miss that! Balik tah kau, Fei! Balik!!


I love you to the moon and back.



Fae xx.

I haven’t always been honest with you. I hated it that you left. I hated it when you told people that you are happier now that you’re with someone else. The fact that you never called. You’re so stupid. I wish you had never left and we could be happy together. But no, you just had to be selfish and go your own way.


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I do not hate you. Afterall, syurga terletak di tapak kaki ibu.


I just wish you were here. We always seemed so happy as one in my dreams.



Fae xx.

There are a million things going through my head right now. I don’t know where to start or to even mention it here.

*runs around the room hysterically.

I’m the girl who speaks without thinking and I don’t usually mean what I say. So I’m expecting everyone to not take my words personally.


Fae xx.

I remember when I started hanging out with Keem and we were talking about his dad. Yeah, his dad is an instructor in my school, MTSSR.

“What does your dad look like?”
“Like me, haha”
“Ahh really? I’ve never seen him before but I always see his car”

Haha and the next day, I saw his dad. And I didn’t think that they looked alike. Not until I always bump into him in school.

The purpose of this post? Haha. Keem looks like his dad? Especially in this picture I took. Just imagine a receding hairline, bald and slightly taller. And there you go :).



Fae xx

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Aku rindu kawan ku yang di London! (No, not you Bil.)


FAYEN! T_T



I miss you like crasy, baby.







Fae xx.


For more pictures, log on to Facebook. Aku malas :).







Fae xx.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Last nighttt..

I made new friends. Hahaha. And apparently my name sounds like these new friends of mine's favourite candy. Like, apakan. Hahaha.

The shooting last night was fun but tiring. Pictures will be uploaded as soon as I get them. I'm getting lunch with Amir and Wafi pretty soon so yeah. Short post :D.

Travel and Retail Services was okay. We didn't have Accounting. So right now, library. Bla bla bla, my life sucks. Jangantah di baca. Hahaha.


Fae xx.

“You could go anywhere you wish ‘cause I’ll be there wherever you are.”


Okay, I admit that was corny. Fuck it, people. I am missing someone pretty badly right now!

I am currently listening to Taking Back Sunday. Why? I don’t know, it just happened to be on the play list. They are awesome. If any of you are wondering what kind of music I listen to, nothing specific really. ‘Cause I’m already in love with the music of The O.C. which are mostly acoustics and covers. I also listen to anything my brother downloads. I really think I need the inspiration. Haha.

Wait, Gossip Girl has awesome music too! Episode 1, Season 2 of Gossip Girl. Have a listen to the song playing when Chuck was waiting for Blair’s arrival at the bus stop. A catchy tune right there ;).

A Decade Under Influence, Taking Back Sunday. The song represents anger? I mean, come on! “To hell with you and all your friends” is angry. I’m not angry. Next song please :). And as I pause to listen to the next song, I say to myself, “Much better”

My wallet is demanding me to put in more money inside. I’m so very sorry wallet. I’m as you people say it, broke. And yet, I have so many things to buy. My tummy is craving so many things. I have people I need to buy stuff for – Not saying that they need it, I want to. Sasak ku anu semua kan keluar duit ani. Allowance, come out already!

And H,

I’m missing you like crazy here, baby. I don’t know. Haha. God, I’m not even thinking straight. And so help me.

Because you paint a smile on my face whenever I think of you. Happy thoughts all the way :).



Fae xx.

Friday, January 02, 2009

Hello 2009, why so gloomy?


So far, nothing extreme has happened. I haven't gone out or anything. It's just the same old same old. I feel like cutting my hair short. Like it was in 2007. But maybe I'll do so in July or something. For now, I'll keep my hair long till god knows when.

I want an organizer! And a journal! Something I can write in at least. I've been thinking too much. Of you, especially :). You've invaded my thoughts! Unintentionally. I heard you had a rough day. And I don't have credit to tell you to go online. (sigh) I'll wait. What? I will!

I started 2009 with the biggest smile, thanks to you.


I miss you, H.



Fae xx.