Last Saturday night.

Fae xx.

Meet my new friend, Hadiboy :D.



Fae xx.

Gambar ani cali :P. Hahaha saja simpan gambar. My blog looks naked wah!



Fae xx.

Today... is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you.


Okay, no :P.


Sport's thingy at Padang Belapan and it was REALLY tiring. I won't be surprised if people say how dark I look by the end of November. :(


Fae xx.

Let me start with my day yesterday. Haha apakan. I always write belated posts but hell, right?


Okay, so I was texting with Keem about how extremely bored I was. Then asked me what I usually do when I'm bored. I straight away answered "raid the arcade!". Eseh, confident lagi tu. So we talked about the games we played there, which is... I'm sure you people know what. Haha. Keem happens to play the same game and he was like, I'm damn good at it. Feeling intimidated and a bit staie, I said "bahh, bring it on! bilaa?". As crazy as it is, we decided to go out just to hit the arcade! So he picked me up around um 8:00PM? Haha.


HE WAS BETTER THAN ME :(.


That's what I get for being staie. Haha. But hey, I got a 'Bravo' for two songs! Hahaha :D.


So after that we didn't know where to go. Then I saw pearl milk tea tumpah on the floor near the Mall entrance. I felt like pearl milk tea. Keem was like, Jollybean? Kokoberry? Being the demanding person I always am, I said Easyway! Haha. Banar banar si Fae ani. But hey, he tolerated it anyway. We went to the one in Kiulap.


It was just 10:00PM, we obviously didn't want to go home just yet. We were talking about food and Pasar Malam and tongkings. Haha. Then I was like, I heard tongking di Jerudong nyaman. It happened to be that ia pernah rasa and ia cakap nyaman. So since we didn't know where to go, we went to Jerudong just for tongkings. Hahaha.


Nyaman, by the way. Thanks Keem.


THANK YOU, KEEM.


PS: Call me whenever you get lost, HAHA.



Fae xx.

Saturday.


We had exams that morning, so right after there were no classes. So I went home early. At around noon, Wafi texted to bawa me jalan. So yeah. Haha. We watched Max Payne for $4.00 on a Saturday! Haha. Inda ku rugi flirt sama the ticket guy! The movie was okay :).

Around afternoon, Keem picked me up to go to Yean's. So yeah. I met up with Nis and Sas too. Soon after we went to Gadong to fix Yean and Nis's hair :).

At Yean's, met up with some people that I haven't seen in a while :D. I'm too lazy to name them all. Flirted with some people ;).

After the party, I went to Mamih with Keem :D :D :D. It was raining cats and dogs that night. Oh yeah, Keem can't cook like at all! It was a good thing I mentioned Mamih or else he maybe would've brought me home to cook for him. Haha. Poor boy :). I had a looooooonnggg conversation with him. La la la la la :D.

That someone made my day ^^.



Sunday.

My whole day was sleeeeeep :). Bahagia hidup ku.



Fae xx.

I'm craving for McD! Hahaha. Well, not really. Craving kan meliat orang yang di dalamnya saja. Hahaha.



"Paaa.. Bilah mau ke McD!"



Fae xx.

What's the point of going to school if you're not learning much anyway?


Throughout the whole school day which is 8:00AM - 4:30PM, we only had one class... Accounting. Haha, I've always hated Accounting! 'Cos, I don't know. I think ketulahan mengucap teacher back in my PMB years. Dangg.


Oh, I had lunch at Express, Sg Tilong since it's quite near to school. Haha. I remember having a conversation with Bobby about referring the college to 'school'. Blargh, whatever.


After lunch, just as expected we had no class. Haha so since we had nothing to do, we took picturess. The thing we do the most in class, by the way :).

WhatEverMajorLoser? HAHA.

Fae xx.

Venue: Eyzt's place, Jerudong.








Spotted: Anuar :).


Fae xx.

My day went okay until....


Okay, let me just leave that as that. To my babies, Jo, Wee and the most recent Kharney... you know what I'm talking about.


I didn't eat much today, I lost my appetite when that thing happened and it got me pissed. We went to ICC for this exhibition. It was crowded! But I had my share of fun browsing for hot guys. Haha. The drill goes like this. Whoever I'm clinging my arm to gets a squeeze when I spot a hot guy. How ironic.


We had our pictures taken, which I don't have yet. I'll post them soon enough.


Fae xx.

Happy 19th Birthday, girls.

Diyana Matussin
Azilah Yahya
Jannah Yacob


PS: And Yean, I'll see you Saturday :).



Much love,

Fae xx.

I love you two.



You bring joy to my life :)

Fae xx.

It’s back to square one... Sandler :). Apparently we’re not ‘just’ friends. Friends with privileges, as he put it out. We’re playing the hush-hush game again. It doesn’t bother me, really. As I always say to him,

It’s always been youu ♥

Tuesday, 8^th July 2008 was the day it all started. A few more days till 100 :). Yes, I’m still keeping count :D. Bear in mind, I’ve never thought of you as a rebound. You’ve always been that special someone. How ironic, you’re special to two people. Haha. Well, as I said hush-hush.

[insert picture here]

It’s sad that I can’t show the world how much of a pretty boy you really are. That adorable smile of yours that never fails to drive me insane.

“Your smile makes me see clear, if only you could see in the mirror”

-Secondhand Serenade, Vulnerable.

I ‘something’ you.

Fae xx.

That someone who stalks me through my blog looked hot in white last Thursday *wink :D :D :D.


I've been going from house to house to house these past few days. Today, I'm on hiatus :D. Haha nada wah. Nada orang sudi kan membawa aku beraya. Grr.


Thursday;
*Amirul
*Haziq

Friday;
*Nasrul
*Hjh Rina
*Fendi
*Fifah
*Zatie
*Malul

Today was the Hari Raya celebration among students and teachers in school. Haha, I stayed in school until 10:30AM and then escaped with Wafi and Jo. We went to Bandar sekajap to play Percussion Master at the Arcade. Then we went to Menglait to get helium balloons :D. Your welcome, Wafi :P. After that, lunch at Ahan Thai. Then, balik :).


Oh yeah, I went to Uncle Mohammad's place for a while. And then, balik.


Assignment due date: Tuesday, 14th October 2008.


I'm going to be dead real soon. More assignments coming up. *faints.


Fae xx.

“Yellow car, one point!”

If you have me in your car, you’ll hear me screaming out that sentence whenever a yellow car is spotted. It’s a game I play with a few friends now that Dayat isn’t here.

I miss you, Dayat!

Back to the point. Yes, I’ve played this game with quite a few people. There’s Hadee, Ezul, Zirah, Qush, Wafiy, Zul, Weedah and Jo. Apparently, I have been losing at my own game lately.

“Yellow beetle, ten points!”

It’s true, when you spot a yellow beetle, you immediately get ten points. Coolness, rrright?

Jangan ikut game ani unless I’m there, or Zirah or Dayat. Copyrighted :P. Haha.

Fae xx.

I spent my afternoon with my girls, Jo and Wee. Haha, my loyal readers :D.

We had lunch with Hadee for a while, then swung by the arcade to play Percussion Master. Wee can play now. I know, coolness.

We watched Ghost House. Cerita Thailand. It was err.. HAHAHAHA! The minute I went out of the cinema, I laughed my ass off! same goes with Jo and Wee. Cawir lah, the movie. Haha, don't watch it.

Right now, at Cheezbox. Jo is feeding me. She's planning on making me fat. I know, evil! Hahaha.

*rubs my tummy. Kanyang ku, Jo.

Fae xx.

I once mentioned that 'aku nada gambar dengan si Qush rupanya'. Haha, there you go.



Fae xx.

Dk Farhana Fatin just left the building. Haha apakan. I'm sorry I didn't send you off and see you during Hari Raya. It's not fair for me either. Why did you go home early that day?! :(. I met your dad, though. I miss your family.


Like I've said before, make the family proud. I love you. Take care and Have a safe flight.


Fae xx.

Location: Amal Qwnn's place, Sungai Tilong.

Fae, Qush, Hadee, Jo and Paul.

Location: Brunei International Airport, Berakas.

Fei, Fae and Ezul.

Little Izyan and Fae.

The farewell commitee.

Thanks to Khaliq for the pictures.



Fae xx.

1. How old will you be in 3 birthdays?

- Twenty-one :)

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?

- Nope, I’m thinking mid 20s.

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?

- Assignments, loads of it. And of course, the cramming.

4. Who was the last person you called, and who called you last?

- Last person I called was Qush, when I was sending off Fei and Ezul and left Hadee’s shades in his car. Who called me last, Siti :).

5. Have you ever played a team sport?

- Nope, never. Sadly, haha.

6. Who was the last person to text you?

- Amirul.

7. Current thoughts?

- Cakes and bites.

8. What were you doing at midnight last night?

- I was sleeping like a baby :).

11. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?

- School happened. *snorts.

12. What do you feel right now?

- Hunger.

13. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
- 2006 :).

14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?

- Shoes!

15. Are you a social person?
- No, I’m a loner and I’m very anti-social. As in, I do not have friends. Haha.

16. What was the last thing you drank?

- Water.

17. Favorite ice cream?

- Moooo!

18. What is your favorite dessert?
- Cheesecake :).

19. What’s your favorite color?

- Gweeeeeeeeen! And Bwown.

20. What network are you? smart or globe?

- No idea. Cartoon Network? Haha.

21. Do you like coffee?

- Yes, please.

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?

- I’m thinking 6 to 8. I always lose count!

23. What do you drink in the morning?

- Tea.

24. Would you rather kiss someone with or without a tongue ring?

- Either :P. I’ve tried both, though.

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?

- No, I tend to move around like I conquer the whole bed.

26. Do you know how to play poker?

- No :).

27. What's so good about Fridays?

- No school. Plus it’s a Holy day :).

28. Any plans for this week?

- Not that I could think of, yet :D. There are a few invites for Sunday, though.

30. How big is your TV?

- Bigger than my brain.

31. Ever stolen a street sign?

- Not yet, haha!

32. Do you keep a piggy bank?
- Sadly, no.

33. What kind of camera do you have?

- Sadly, I do not own one. *swears.

34. Have you ever been in an ambulance?

- No, the last thing I would ever want to ride!

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?

- Give me an ocean to cry on :P.

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?

- Window :).

37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?

- Whattahell?

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?

- Shoes, my guilty pleasure :(.

39. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?

- Nope :).

41. Can you roll your tongue?

- Yes, and I’m proud of it!

42. What should you be doing now?

- Anything but this.

43. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

- No, it’s not cool. Haha.

44. What is the main ring tone on your phone?

- Nocturnal.

45. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?

- I think we gave them to my other cousins as hand-me-downs.

46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?

- One part is blue, the other is maroon, and the rest is cream. Trust me, they’re leftover paints.

47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
- Err, no. I’m not used to it.

48. Do you like someone right now?

- Yes :).

49. Do you currently hate someone?

- No :).

50. Where are your best friends?
- I do not have any :(.

Fae xx.

I’m Faeiqah. Faeiqah Nabilah, to be precise. Please do not confuse me with my two younger sisters. Yes, they have the first name like me.

Faeiqah Nadzirah is the sister after me. She’s exactly a year and a week younger than me. We seriously have no resemblance so my friends usually assume that she’s a friend. Haha, not. My friends are mostly her friends too. ‘Cause I don’t know. I do have to introduce her, don’t I? Like me, she’s also a movie buff and is addicted to Percussion Master. She hangs out at Cheezbox too. Well, duh. Since most of the time she’s out, she’s with me. When we were kids, we had the same hairstyle and always had the same outfit with different colours. It was annoying. Plus, we were the same height. Now, she’s taller though. Haha. She goes to PTE, Berakas.

Faeiqah Naajiyah is the sister after Zirah. We found her dalam sampah when I was five. Hahaha. Nada bah. Jangan tah kau nangis nah. She’s five years younger than me. But she’s almost as tall as me. Again, aku terasa. People, I’m not that short. My sisters are just tall. Haha. Jiyah is the obedient one. Kadang-kadang saja ia kurang ajar. She watches a lot of TV and doesn’t do her homework. Lazybum berabis. She likes to make Mateen cry. Jahat, right? We call her ‘Jeebs’. Long story short, the name came from the word Jibon as in the Gibbon. Yes, it’s an animal. Orangutan-like. Jeebs goes to SM Rimba, Form 2.

Just wanted to share a fun fact :P

Fae xx.

I happen to have a lot of friends. Thanks to bapa for transferring me to different schools every 2-3 years. I used to hate it ‘cause the worst part of it was making new friends. Especially primary school. I used to be such a wallflower. I didn’t talk much, wasn’t that bright and to top it all of, I always came late to school.

The schools I went to, including year and class :).

St. Margaret’s School, Seria.

1994, Kindergarten 1B.

1995, Kindergarten 2A.

Sekolah Tunas Jaya PGGMB, Belait.

1996, Primary 1 Mawar.

1997, Primary 2 Tulip.

Sekolah Tunas Jaya PGGMB, Lambak.

1997, Primary 2A.

1998, Primary 3C.

1999, Primary 4A.

Sekolah Tunas Jaya PGGMB, Madang.

1999, Primary 4 Red.

2000, Primary 5 Blue.

PDS School, Jangsak.

2001, Primary 6D.

SMJA Secondary School.

2002, Form 1B.

2003, Form 2B.

2004, Form 3B.

2005, Form 4E (Afternoon session).

Rimba Secondary School.

2005, Form 4E.

2006, Form 5F.

2007, Form 5J (Repeat).

I tend to remember people. I used to go “I know you! We went to primary school together!” And they would stress themselves to try and remember who you are. I don’t do that anymore because it always turns out to be a let down. How could I expect people to remember me? I was invisible.

Advice; flip through your yearbook every now and then. People appreciate it when they are remembered.

Fae xx.

I have always had this little crush on you, ever since we first met last year. But I’ve never imagined it to end up like this. This deep affection towards you, it’s driving me crazy. You are still not over her. However, I understand that. Who could you possibly forget a girl like her that easily? She is pretty, smart and funny. She’s everything I’m not. She’s my friend, for crying out loud! My dearest friend.

You’re clueless. You have no idea how I feel. It’s sad but I really don’t want to lose you as a friend. We just have too much fun together it’s risky. Oh, how I wish you knew. But if you did, I’m expecting a negative response. Yes, dream on, Fae. How could I expect a gorgeous boy like him to end up with me. *smacks my own head.

That stare you give when I get you irritated. The feeling I get when you put your arm around me. How dumbfounded I appear to be when it’s only us two. The teasing and joking around. How low-toned my voice is when I speak to you, only you. When I call his name.

The closest thing to showing you how much I liked you was leaning my head on your shoulder. How safe I felt :). And you leaned your head on my head. Sweet, but yes. That is the furthest I could go. Your hugs are warmer than the others, by the way. They are every time. When you hold my hair back so you could see my face clearly, I blush. I just came to realize that you always do that.

Minor flirting, that’s what you refer it to. But hell, this means too much to be expressed that easily. Friends mean a lot to me than boys. I’m letting go, and pulling you back and eventually, I’ll let go again.

PS: You’ll always be this guilty feeling inside of me.

Fae xx.

Izzah Hazirah and Izzul Azizi

I stole this picture from Fei's facebook. Sorry Fei! And these two just left Brunei yesterday. There were tears and laughter all around. I can't wait for you guys to come back.


Have a safe flight.


We had fun while it lasted.




Fae xx.

Tuesday, 23^rd September 2008.

I spent the day at home. Boring :(.

Wednesday, 24^th September 2008.

Happy 19^th Rauhah Alipudin.

Just another lazy day afternoon. Home the whole 24 hours. Suffocated, a bit. Haha :D.

Thursday, 25^th September 2008.

I got kidnapped by Hadee.

Destinations;

Ezul’s place.

We kidnapped Ezul. Fei couldn’t join ‘cause she had to baby sit the young ones. I got the chance to hang out for a bit. I met Zikry :).

Jo’s place.

We kidnapped her too! We came late and her dad was a bit mad but it turned out okay. I don’t blame him. It was 9PM. Janjinya 8PM kaliah, si Hadee ah.

Coffee Zone, Kiulap.

I texted Qush to join us but he was in Gadong. Sejak bilaa! “Kau orang Kiulap jua, Qush!” He asked us to wait for him so we ordered drinks and just talked for a while. Dig this! Hadee can tie a cherry stem into a knot with his tongue. AWESOME! We met up with Qush when we were leaving.

Seri Qlap Mall.

Jo and I wanted to play Percussion Master but then the Arcade was closed. Damn it! So we just hung out at the parking lot for a while. Talk here, talk there. That was when Qush said he wanted to play pool.

Master Alim.

Yes, the boys playing. I kept myself busy with Ezul’s Yuricamara.

Jo’s place.

We sent off Jo ‘cause her dad called sudah. Baik jua she went home before midnight :).

Mamih, Bunut.

We planned to eat there but inda jadi ‘cause we had to send off Jo’s phone. She left it dalam kereta si Hadee. So, off we went.

Jo’s place.

We returned her phone.

Mamih, Mata-mata.

Sahur with the boys. Again, met up with Qush (he left us after Master Alim) and si Chong. Haha sorry Chong, I forgot your real name again!

Home.

Tip-toed to the room to avoid Bapa.

Friday, 26^th September 2008.

Ezul and Fei picked me up around before 5PM.

Destinations;

The Mall, Gadong.

Sungkai at Dixy Chicken and had a round of Popmee at Jollybean. Yes, people. I still do that but only when I’m with Fei :P.

HuaHo, Kiulap.

I had no idea why we were there. I met the Adi Family without little sister Izyan.

The Mall, Gadong (again)

Ezul was watching a 9:30PM movie so yeah. That leaves me and Fei with our wanderings. Their movie ended at 11PM. We wandered some more. After, went to the basement where the cars were and played with the trolleys for a bit and then, zoom.

Parking area infront of Wecan Restaurant.

I think Fei and I spent about half an hour in the car talking while Ezul was with the others.

Kiarong.

The others convoy just to send off Amal (bukan Amal Qwnn) to her cousin’s place. LAWA! Haha.

Mamih, Bunut.

Sahur there. The people; Ezul, Hadee, Amal, Khaliq, Paul, Fei and Fae. I didn’t eat, just drank my usual Cincau.

Home.

Bapa tanya where I went and with who and why I came home late. “Gadong, lapas atu ke Mamih” “sama si Fei and Ezul” “pasal si Ezul liat wayang and abis pukul 11, lapas atu kami sahur”. Bagus anak Bapa ani, balik kan pukul 2AM. Jangan marah, Paa.

Saturday, 27^th September 2008.

I slept for 12 hours! My head hurt like hell. I woke up at 4PM, kana banguni. Sungkai at Uncle Haji’s house, Berakas. I did a bit of catching up with the cousins. Fatin & Co. wasn’t there :(.

Umar, 10 and Mirza, 6. They both have girlfriends. Haha. I was being a busybody Kaka, interviewing them. Jangantah kamu be-girlfriend bah! Muda masih. Enjoy bah, macam Ka Bilah. Hehe. Kira menyasal lah tu dulu ada boyfriend ah. Inda guna guna tu. Hahaha.

Sunday, 28^th September 2008.

I stayed at home. Haha. I was so dead! So, I texted Wafiy minta kidnap on Monday. Yes, wise girl.

Monday, 29^th September 2008.

I went out with Fei and Wafiy! Oh, and Fendi. Godd, I’m too lazy to elaborate. Planned to watch movie but that didn’t work out. K-box :). Wandered around, everywhere. Met up with Ezul and went to play Percussions. Hantar Fei to Rimba for sungkai. Sungkai at Kaizen with Wafiy and Fendi. Soon Lee, Batu Satu for a while. Gadong, meet up with Kak Enn. Send off Fendi. Weedah’s place. Jerudong Beach. Weedah’s place again. Coffee Bean, BSB. Pasar Malam, Gadong. Home. End of day :P. Akhir balik, as usual. Midnight.

Tuesday, 30^th October 2008.

Happy Birthday Ping!

Orang liat anak bulan today. Zatie texted in the morning to bring me out. Why not? So yeah, she picked me up. Giant, Yayasan, Pizza Hut, The Mall. Zatie went for a shopping spree! I was the tukang-cakap-lawa-kah-inda girl. Haha. Gila, spendrift banar that girl! I was bummed pasal balum raya. But yeah. Awal ku balik, kamu! I went home before 10PM. Coool haha.

Wednesday, 1^st October 2008.

Jo texted me, kan bawa liat Eagle Eye.

The group of friends; Jo, Hadee, Ezul, Fei. Oh, and the sister; Zirah. Eagle Eye was AWESOME!

I played Percussion Master. I had sungkai at McD with Zirah and Jo. Ada si Ogy! After that, we went everywhere and took some random shots. I don’t have the pictures. Nanti ku curi. Hahaha. I had fun :).

I went home super early, like around before 9PM. Duh, esok Hari Raya kaliah. I had my hair trimmed in the morning, by the way. Si Fei petang, after the movie. My hair, you can’t tell the difference, by the way. It looks kinda the same. That’s what Hadee said.

PS: Haa. Macam batah inda nampak si sayangku. Mana saja ia ah!

Thursday, 2^nd October 2008.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

We went to random houses. I have a cute second cousin! Tapi muda masih, Form 5. And Bapanya cakap ia ada blog. I didn’t get his name! Grr. Ohh, ada family Uncle G selalu raiding people’s houses awal. Berijap. Boring first day ah. Kenapa ya?

Friday, 3^rd October 2008.

The night before, I received messages from Ezul and Fei. Open house kali dorang ahh!

Arrived there around 4PM. I was shocked when the little sister, Izyan called out my name. Ahh, ia kenal aku rupanya! Haha. We were greeted by Ezul. Toleh ke kiri, toleh ke kanan, ada si Qush! Baru jua ku mencari like 2 days ago. Hahaha.

I was with Jo and Zirah, by the way. I made new friends. There’s Katie, she’s like really pretty! Azzah, she’s funny. Emah, she’s so tall for a Form 5-er. Terasa ku tu, aku pindik. Haha. Azzah has heard about me from um Zilah? Haa, okay.

Izyan was so talkative! She reminded me of my cousin, Syasya who is also 10 years-old. Then ia menyaya si Jo. Pandai ya kaliah! We watched DVDs to pass time. Oh and baru ada interaction with the younger Adi brothers, Muiz and Awie.

I took a few pictures with Ezul’s Yuricamara. Few saja tu, Zul! Takut ku kau marah. Hahaha.

Hadee akhir datang! He said 4PM, that’s why we went there at 4PM. Guess what time he came! 9PM kaliah. Sampai si Qush tidur tidur tunggu ia. Haha everyone thought he went home. Tapi sudah si Hadee datang, balik tia si Qush ah. Menyamal.

Lapas atu, I went to Gadong with Zirah. Sampat lagi kami makan di Cheezbox. We went home at 11-something PM.

Ezul and Fei, thanks for having us at your place for about 5 hours. Haha. Mind your Language is the bomb! I had a ‘jelly good’ time :D.