Take me to somewhere we can be alone.

I'm currently enjoying the fact that Abacus training is over! :D :D :D. But I'm definitely going to miss out training instructor, Ms. Mazlina, just because she's the best (y). I'm going to miss roaming the capital with Weedah, looking for ice-cream. Haha. Well, unfortunately it's really hard to find retail shops that sell ice-cream around here. Except for Yayasan though. But I'm not so eager to walk that far. Technically, it's not far at all but yeah.

Yesterday, we went to the PGGMB building and out of curiousity I budged on the 15th floor button. So up we went, and the view was just pretty! :'). We didn't get off, though. We just stayed in the lift. And on the way down, we waved our arms in the air as if we were riding some random ride at an amusement park. Gila bah dorang ah.

Okay, last day in Bandar. I'm thinking of going on an adventure of somesort. Well, whatever it is, I'm sure it'll be fun.

Did I mention that my last wisdom tooth is growing? It's on the far bottom left side of my mouth. And the pain of it on the verge of growing is very excrutiating! I can't even eat my food right and I make faces while chewing. SAKIT BAH, SAKIT!

So, tomorrow I'll be making a trip to the dentist with baby. Well, him with his own problems and me with mine. It's gonna be another early day tomorrow. Ahh, I'm tired of waking up early :(. I want to spend a day in bed if possible. But I'm thinking that it's kinda impossible right now. Oh, and I'm probably going hiking at Tasek Lama in the afternoon with baby. So yeah. I have no idea what I'm going to do in between the timeline of dentist and hiking. So yeah.

Umm.. I like things to be story-shaped but I guess blogging was never meant to be. Story-shaped, I mean. Well, here's a happy ending for ya!

Aku sayang Al-Hakeem :)!

and I am truly, madly, deeply and head over heals for you.

Okay, I'm seriously craving these things! This country is at its hottest and some mindless people are still burning shit. Come on, people! Stop open burning! Kamu inda kepanasan kah? Aku kepanasan wah eh!

And I thought open burning is banned :(. Is there a number that I could whine to?

Siapa yang rasa-rasanya kan mengaga aku di rumah, singgahi dulu kadai kaling atu ah?

I miss my boyfriend. Banaaaaaaaaar!

Fae xx.

I'm back, but still not better. Haha!

Okay, so what's with that "yuck blog"? I've been MIA and this is what I get? You suck. Anyway, I've been really busy! Yes, really. I haven't had the time to blog or go online or go on Facebook even. I only have the time to tweet 'cause whaddya know, Twitter is my only crying shoulder and open ear when I feel the need to whine. Which, by the way is all the time. Whiner should be my middle name!

What's been up ever since? I celebrated my birthday with the important people who threw me a surprise. Thanks guys. Kamu much loved!

And oh, oh! Exams were hell. Let me just be honest. I didn't study! Well, probably some last minute recaps with the rest of the class but that was it. Wait, I did study! For Accounting only though. And that was very last minute! Thanks to baby, I got a distinction. My only one, fyi. Let me just be frank that accounting wasn't really my cup of tea. So yeah.

Soon, in July I'll be going for my Industrial Attachment. I'm kinda looking forward to that but at the same time being all scared and crap. The downside, baby won't be around :(. Well, he will on weekends. So yay me. Anyhoots, in a few weeks I'll be embracing change into being in the working environment again. So, hello RBA :). Nice to meet you too!

At the moment, I'm doing training at Abacus which is at RBA Plaza in Bandar. Think of how far I had to commute from Rimba to Meragang ('cause Zirah goes there) and then to Bandar! It's an hour journey :O! I'd kill to go to KB. So basically, I sleep until I arrive to the destination. But not for long :D. Holidays are around the corner. Well, it's literally tomorrow. Happy Holidays people!

I can't wait for July! I can't wait to see Fayen, Dayat, Ezul and Nabil! Like, seriously! Macam orang gila ku menunggu kamu T_T. Oh yeah, Amir and Denyze are flying off tomorrow! Bon voyage, guys. Saying hello to my rainbow dusts pretty soon :D. Ayumi is back too from Phils. Menagih Polvoron tah ku ni. Haha.

A few days ago, I went on a road trip to Telisai with Wafi and Amir. Haha, I had no idea where that was :S. Student Tourism saja -_-. Anyway, it was that FAR! And I spent 2 hours to and from there in the back seat, warming my seat with my butt and laughing my heart out with the guys. Hahaha. Amir can't stop talking about Mischa Barton, by the way. Get over it!

And I quote:

Lawa gila wah! Gila lawa?
Lawa wah gila!

It was that annoying. Haha.

I think I'm done. Abacus training so far, great. Umm.. Oh yeah, quote of the week is "Takan I ah?" (inside joke.)

Toodles people.

PS I love you, Al-Hakeem!

Fae xx.

So, it's been 100 days :). I love you so much, baby!

Fae xx.

Friends grow apart. Did anyone ever notice that? I don't know how. I don't know why. It just happens like that *snaps fingers. And hell yeah, I'm talking from experience here. Well, maybe I felt that sharp stab at the back at first but was pretty indenial.

I love all of my friends. Except you. Yes, you. No, I don't want to soil my blog here. But I'm just saying. If you feel avoided, so yes. It's you. Ah man. I don't wanna talk about it. Maybe I'll tell a few people. Just to get it out of my chest. I feel so violated. I feel so cheated. I feel so.. eugh. I hate you.

These people will always be my lovelies. The most fun I have is with you guys. *hugs all three. I love you all long time.

Fae xx.

Salam :). Nama saya ialah Nabilah. Kamu boleh panggil saya Fae :D.

Woots. Apakan. Y’know, I always wanted people to call me Nabilah. ‘Cause I don’t know. I like that name. Nabilah means smart :P. Iatah aku berkat ni! Hahaha. Pandai kan? Inda lah. Membarigali! Mun banar aku pandai baik jua.

When I was a kid, people called me Nabilah. But that was way back in St. Margaret’s during my kindy years. The name stayed till Primary 4A in PGGMB Lambak. And then I moved to PGGMB Madang, people started calling me Faeiqah. Skatinya wah cikgu ah. Siapa tu nama cikgu nya ah? Lupa ku eh. But yeah. I was in the same class as Nis Ramli, Mueez Salam, Azieyah Aziz, Fatin (Faith) Aisya, Zaenul Rosli.. Well, I remember all of them tapi malas ku sabut. Tapikan, ada yang inda ingat aku. Must’ve been quite a nerd. Haha. Whatever.

I hated PGGMB Madang, berabis! Aku macam nangis nangis kan masuk balik ke PGGMB Lambak :(. Ada lagitu classmate ku atu. Sial banar! I mean masa Primary 4. Setan gila baie. Aku banci ia sampai ani. Pasal aku ingat dulu ia jahat arah ku. And ia patahkan kacamata ku :(. And I remembered I was a late-comer. And when I wanted to join the girl scouts and that girl said I can’t ‘cause I always come late to school. Baie kau. Bukannya sekulah bapamu ni! Membayar jua ku school fee kaliah! Yihh!

Ada lagi we were asked to write a composition about ‘My Hobby’ and I wrote about how I loved to play the piano (back then). Then she didn’t believe the fact that I can play wah! Baie jua kau eh! Tedapat jua ku keyboard dulu atu ah! Kau jealous sialan babi. Naaaah! Tarik karang ikung mu atu! (She used to have a hairtail)

But the hate kinda decreased when we were assigned in different classes the next year. I got to be friends with Saadah (who was then known as Rahmah). Best friend ku dulu tu ah! She used to come late too :). And we always didn’t finish our homework. Haha! I remember that one time we were asked to go out of the classroom and finish our homework outside. Dasar cikgunya ah! Pssh. Padahal I was a not-so-bad-but-actually-kinda-good student wah dulu. C’mon, I got a B for my Math during PCE!

After that, I guess everyone got tired of PGGMB Madang, so we (including sisters and cousins) transferred to PDS which at that time was pretty.. Well, I have no comment about PDS. Except for the sucky classmates who gave me hell. God people, I know who you are! Some of you even try to suck up to me on Facebook. Not all lah, some. Malas ku kan sabut wah. Aku sabut yang perasan ku baik lah. Haha. There was Rafhanah. She was my only friend, literally. ‘Cause yeah, we were the new students. And she was so matured and people were kinda afraid to be friends with her. I think. Man, I don’t know.

I just want to say that I love my years in SMJA! :D. I love Zul and Dayat and Emma and Jojie and Yean and.. yeah, you people. Haha! Baie eh, aku nada gambar masa dulu atu wah. Ehh, ada. Wait, siapa ada ah? Gambar Form 2B 2003? Minta please. I’m sure Dillah or Dayat ada. Minta ah? Haha. Everyone made the class complete. Yes, Alvin! Even you! Haha. Reunion please! Aku rindu kamu kamu :(. Summer lah, when Dayat comes back. Okay? Okay!

I also love my Form 4-5 years. I miss my angel and cupid like seriously. Haha. Awu wah, kami dulu lame berabis. Tapi I miss you people! Emma is MIA nowadays. I mean, we do go to the same school but.. no sign. She needs to fire a flare just in case she’s lost. Hahaha. I miss Jeerah! Kau lampuh sudah. Pssh. And Ogy :D. My sayangs. We’ve been through it all, thick and thin, ups and downs. Same goes to Emma and Zatie. Zatie! Remember that time we cried our hearts out at your place pasal Emma? Hahaha. And we even kept the tissues we used to wipe our tears in that box in your room. And as I know, you still keep them. Aww, Zat kau manis. Aku sayang kau no matter what people say about you.

Aku tau masa ani aku kinda ambung. Like, I don’t hang out with any of you anymore. But doesn’t mean I forgot all the memories we built together throughout the years. And Zul! Nanti jalan! Jangan tunggu ada Dayat, barutah kau kan timbul. Macam ke UK saja kau ah. Balum lagi. I’m really gonna miss you when you leave T_T.

Bagi kawan-kawan ku yang awal ani, aku sayang kamu jua! Fayen, Weedah, Dayat, and baby. You three complete me :). Nabil, Bobby, Amir, Nazz.. kamu semi-complete me :D. And the ones I didn’t mention, I love kamu kamu jua.

I learnt a new word recently.. ‘mengaruk’. Hahaha.

Fae xx.

Because somewhere in the night, she knows that I love her so much!


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Fae xx.